Chasing Pavements..

CW:148.3

I'm doing good,my goal was to be at 148 lbs, by june 30th,

looks like I might be there early,if i keep this up.

Myself and a few friends from my Xanga are doing a fast together

for the next 5days,but theres alot going on,

I hope i can stay on track

I'm just so stressed out...I might not update as often,

i'm not sure whats happening yet

I hope you're all doing well,and wish you the best of luck :)

To My Suprise, It Was a Beatiful Sight.

Just got back from my morning walk/jog

went up towards the mountains

on a sort of cliff where most people go to start there hike

It was the most amazing thing i've ever seen in my life

and the fact that it was cloudy and raining a bit made it better.

I'm going up there everymorning with my dog.

Maybe this place isnt so bad afterall.

Current.

As of Today,I weigh 149.5

Finally,I've made it out of the 150's

I'm happy to be closer to my end of July goal

I went for a jog/walk for 50 Min's

with my Great Dane Lab this morning

And bought a new lip ring

Its time to stay focused now.

It Seems Everyone Can Do It,But Me....

Some how in the last 3days i've managed to get back up

to 152

How is this possible!?!

in this time i've only had

two biscuit's

that partially got fed to my turtles and great dane

I have no clue as to how any of this is possible

what am I doing wrong?

What Chu Cravin' Foo?

What Type Of Thinspo Fo You Like Most?

Favorites?

I like..well all of them,but mostly 3,4,5,and 13

So Tiny

Stay Strong Loves<3

Recipe For Disaster?

Giving up just proves how weak

They assume I am.

I just recently found a recipe for

Sauteed Garlic Veggies, It doesn't sound appealing to me

but I decided I would try it after my fast.

plus its only 62 calories

and I already have a few of the ingredients

If You're Interested Here It Is

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1 medium green bell pepper - 20 calories

1/2 cup of chopped red onion - 25 calories

1/2 tablespoon of garlic powder 14 calories

1/2 teaspoon of pepper - 3 calories

salt to taste - 0 calories

I Can't Believe It's Not Butter Spray - 0 calories

I told my mum about it

and she said she'd try it as well,but we'll add shrimp

with/instead of onion

not sure yet.

most likely we'll add broccoli and other ingredients =/

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Chop up the bell pepper and onion. Spray the bottom of a pan with non-stick cooking spray. Saute pepper and onion for a few minutes, then spray them with butter spray, and add garlic powder, salt, and pepper. Continue to saute veggies until they are desired consistency - This takes about 5-10 minutes.

After Looking at pictures of Sauteed Veggies

im ready to eat some now

xo

Lack Of Motivation?

I'm sick of this really,I Cant Break The 40's

I take three steps forward,and then five back

I'm So Frustrated Right Now.

Which ones do you like most?

I like 1,4,and 13

they're all so pretty and small :)

I want that.

Back To The First Block.

Managed to lose 2lbs :)

With the help of

[Green Tea Fat Burner Liquid Soft Jell Tablets]

.wow.

But I'm back to where I was.

I was really excited when I got hunger pains this morning

seeming as i haven't had them lately with all the eating.

I'm odd,I know but i love feeling like I've accomplished

a little something.

The pains help me alot when I think of giving in

to know that I'm taking steps forward,instead of backwards

I Really Need The Support Right Now

I'm a Shy Person but Your Comments Help Alot

But I'm Terribly Afraid and Anxious

My Panic Attacks Have Been Worse

Along With My Insomnia

Lack Of Sleep Doesn't Help With The My Fasting

I'm Just Really Afraid Of Starting

School In A Place Completely Foreign To Me

And That I Wont Reach My Goal By August 21st

I'll post thinspo tomorrow/today

I have to take care of my Chinchilla

its already past 5am

and I've taken my sleeping pills

:/

So Please,If You Have any Tips or Advice

I'd Really Appreciate It :)

Best Of Luck At Reaching Your Goals ^_^

-Car<3

Edit:now i see why they tell you not to take

sleeping pills on an empty stomache :(

And Have I Ever Told You,How Much You Mean To Me...

Oh You're Everything To Me

Thank You All So Much

I Really Need The Support,Especially Now

I dont Have Much Time To Reach My "End Of Summer Goal"

and i didnt go through with my fast >=[

I just need to try harder than I am right now.

Plus I'm Flat Broke,Stuck At Home,

and Surrounded By junk Food

This is Difficult

But,I Wish You Good Luck

And Thank You So Much

Love You All ^_^

and thinspo will be in a different post...once again :/

VVVVVVVVV

I'm In For a Hell Of a Summer...

Fuck Easy Mac!

Pardon my language.

Seriously,I suck at restrictions.

I used to go the whole day/days without even wanting to eat,but now its like

every other minute,and I've gained at least 3lbs

I fail at everything :[

Sooo,enough complaining

I want to try a week long fast

hopefully I can sleep it away like usual

probably not though =/

Ahh,now on with the thinspo
Ohhh!

Thank You Karah for the comment :D

good luck on reaching your goal weight!

I read your blog and your doing a hell of alot

better than I am

So I'm Pretty Sure My Blogger Hates Me!

Ill just add the rest of the thinspo in a different

post because this is just messed up >=/

Wake Me Up To Know You're Alive...

I've been eating alottttt

of food lately,more than usual

and the usual was already too much!

if that made sense.

Have you ever said

"Omg,I cant believe I just ate all that!,I'm never eating again"

than end up scarfing down half a carton of Mint Muse track Ice cream

The Next Day?

mabye its just me...

Hmmm :/

But for some reason i've been in a good mood.

I still look like a cow..but good mood none the less :)

possibly because im sure i can reach my goal by the end of summer

as long as I dont give up.

I love summer ^_^

Id very much like to go shopping :)

Just a quick post before im off to bed.

So,I've been a good girl for the past few days

and managed to stay under 500 calories,and only eating three
times a day
usually white rice,an apple,and something else small.

I try to sleep the day away though
seeming as there isnt anything really healthy to eat in my house.

Oh,Ill post my weight when its more appealing ;]

which probably wont be for a bit

I went to the gym the other day with one of my mums friends
we ran on the treadmills and did some arm stuff >.>

its been ages since I worked out at a gym
and it felt nice to get back in one :)

I definitely plan on going back next chance I get

sadly,havent managed to collect any great pics:(
but,heres a bit.

once again sorry they're not all that great

but they inspire me all the same...

I even spent some extra time getting more
because I only had a few pictures ^_^
and its almost 3am

you see how much I love you guys

mkay bye now :)